It's hard, you know? Your constantly fighting for a break, just alone time but all it does is run further and further from you. As God is testing your strength of a human being and how long it will take you to crack. I won't break in and I'll keep on fighting this war inside not only myself but the social community around me.
Your friends are always there for you, but sometimes what if they are there too much, how do you break this bond slightly, not to harm but to relax before you snap and release all the contempt you have for figures in your life.
Your significant other is far away, not that he cares though, although the amounts of time you've screamed you'd think he'd care slightly too. But no, he is just like all the rest, they love the attention they get from others, they feed on it. But must always feel like judgement is upon them, try telling me this is normal? I'm all for gossip, as I love too rant and complain about victims in my sight who pass my path and crowd it with undermeaningful words, for which I care nothing about.
You find it hard enough as it is living through life, but the second you get that freedom so fucking longed for, a figure crowds the picture, must feeling left out and wants to join the gang. Maybe there own life sucks although freedom found them long ago, they see you happy and content with others and feels the need to barge into private life. Internetal technology does not help the situation but merely becomes a breeding ground for rage and unwanted attention.
So as you pack your things, for the next day of grim torture, you think how will i survive this day?
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