SHOOT(h)ER

It's the criticisms. All of them, even the ones he claims are just him 'saying'. They hurt and I don't care if your just letting me fucking know, if you didn't like half the shit I do, why date me? I'm over you over-judging me as a person and my personality, as if you know me better than i know myself. Your fucking full of it. Let me make the judge on whether I like a fucking band, or a movie, I don't need you saying, because I like it you'll hate it.

It's all the time and I am never allowed the chance to pick at you back. It's either 'get off my back, stop telling me I'm a failure and rubbing it in my face, or give me some slack'. YOU DON'T NEED SLACK. You need structure. You obviously have never been in a fucking relationship before, and now you have other expectations to meet, NOT JUST YOURS. It frustrates me to know I'll have a new job before you because your picky. If only you'd put the time into any job like you claim your going to do.

I can't take you telling me you hate me not lactually kicking the crap out of someone when I use it as an expression, even though you can boast about how you would kick the crap of ppl because you have in the past. WHEN? I think it's bull. Then saying, oh I'd get my brother if i could, and when the time comes, you don't. Ha. It's a shame I promised to never cut again because you make me feel like shit all the fucking time, and your the reason why I do. You fail because you don't try, and if you tried you wouldn't fail. I can't stand the way you use my personality as a weapon, or all the things I've fucking opened up to you about and mock me with them. YES I DO GET DEPRESSED. HAPPY NOW !? But oh, at the sound of anti-depressants is me taking it to far. I'm over whenever I have a problem with you and I need to confront or argue with you about it, you become a weak fuckhead, and your only fucking reply is " oh I'm not talking anymore now". You cowardly fuck. I HATE YOU SOMETIMES. This relationship isn't fair, and i know you spend a fuckload amount of money on me, I get it.

All I want from you is to do SOMETHING, ANYTHING. I've tried helping you get out of your fucking one, but your sending me into mine.